All hyped up to go out...Everyone fuckin bails!
Any who. I've been stuck on this song from Cold Play "See You Soon." Check it out and enjoy it like I do. It's actually motivating me to pick up a guitar and learn to play. It also has all sorts of meaning to me.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Out of my league...
So tonight at work I had some regulars bring in like 30 people for a going away party last minute. They told their co-workers that "they knew a bar with a great server that could handle a last minute party."
So this party rolls through and there's this one chick that is just 'Wow!' I mean pretty, and nice, and apparently intelligent cause she's an Engineer (It was an Engineer's party). So just to give you all a little idea of how fresh this chicky was...I mean I've only come across so many chickies in my time that I'm just 'Blown away' based on looks alone. Both are my ex gf's Sheryl and Kaleen.
So I'm doin what I do (working) and I notice she's eyeballing me. Okay fine, whatever its not phasing me. She is after all clearly out of my league right? So this chick starts being kinda bitchy and that turns me off right away. After she gets a few beers in her she mellows out and comes up tryin to talk to me. I'm busy as FUCK! so I don't have time to make that much chatter. I mean of course you talk to your customers, but time is money and I have to keep moving.
That being said she leans over to read my name tag and I tell her my name is Stan. Earlier on in the night she was waving me down to get my attention. So I tell her now that you have my name you can just yell out 'Stan' instead of waving me down. She says 'Well I was trying to get your attention.' I'm thinking to myself 'hunny you got my attention when you walked in the door, but hey.'
After about five minutes or so she comes back down to where I am (the server station / area) and asks me what time I'm getting off. I tell her around 9-10 and its now 730'ish. She says 'aww that sucks.' and kinda just stands there. About 15 minutes or so goes by and she asks again 'what time are you getting off?' I'm thinking, are you that drunk bitch? Needless to say another bit of time goes by and she asks again! Now its nearing 9. It didn't dawn on me until now that maybe she wanted me to say something. Perhaps she wanted me to ask her if she wanted to have a drink when I get off or where is she going after she leaves here.
Ugh! Rewinding a bit...I lost my pen so I had to borrow one. I always stress that I don't want a chick pen. So you know where this is going right? I don't realize that the pen I borrowed is gold and glittery. After she cashes out and I'm sure noticed the glitter I was curious if she thought if maybe I was gay. No offense to you out there who are. I'm just not and..damn!
I figured she was out of my league. I get hit on or eyeballed quite a bit at work. I know I'm not a bad looking dude, but yeah. I'm at work! As the busser Joe said 'you have a bit of a handicap cause you're at work.' Its not like I'm off chillin at the bar making small talk.
So! is a female or male in fact 'out of someones league?' Is this not giving yourself enough credit? I mean there was another chickie who was fresh checking me out all night long who was at a different table. Did I have something on my face? Or perhaps just giving off this really inviting confident vibe. I mean of course I was feeling good cause these people, my regulars brought in their engineering office knowing I'd handle my shit.
Moving along...I basically had a complex about her thinking I was gay. I was also upset that maybe I should've given her some more attention. Maybe she's not the shallow type and I came off as just chill. Now I know there's plenty of females that are fresh and most importantly smart.
Are these females having issues with men cause they're intimidated like I was? I hear about it all the time. I've even read about it in Playboy about how the girls don't get hit on by nice guys, but pricks who are over cocky. Well bleh. I had to voice that for anyone who actually reads this damn thing.
I'll end this cause I could go on all night long I'm sure on my issues and insecurities. I like to think that its not my style to be that confident. Everyone has their insecurities and 'style' on how they'd go about talking to someone. This one was practically screaming HINT HINT! and it went right over my head. Moral of the story is to give yourself some credit and be open to blatant hints.
So this party rolls through and there's this one chick that is just 'Wow!' I mean pretty, and nice, and apparently intelligent cause she's an Engineer (It was an Engineer's party). So just to give you all a little idea of how fresh this chicky was...I mean I've only come across so many chickies in my time that I'm just 'Blown away' based on looks alone. Both are my ex gf's Sheryl and Kaleen.
So I'm doin what I do (working) and I notice she's eyeballing me. Okay fine, whatever its not phasing me. She is after all clearly out of my league right? So this chick starts being kinda bitchy and that turns me off right away. After she gets a few beers in her she mellows out and comes up tryin to talk to me. I'm busy as FUCK! so I don't have time to make that much chatter. I mean of course you talk to your customers, but time is money and I have to keep moving.
That being said she leans over to read my name tag and I tell her my name is Stan. Earlier on in the night she was waving me down to get my attention. So I tell her now that you have my name you can just yell out 'Stan' instead of waving me down. She says 'Well I was trying to get your attention.' I'm thinking to myself 'hunny you got my attention when you walked in the door, but hey.'
After about five minutes or so she comes back down to where I am (the server station / area) and asks me what time I'm getting off. I tell her around 9-10 and its now 730'ish. She says 'aww that sucks.' and kinda just stands there. About 15 minutes or so goes by and she asks again 'what time are you getting off?' I'm thinking, are you that drunk bitch? Needless to say another bit of time goes by and she asks again! Now its nearing 9. It didn't dawn on me until now that maybe she wanted me to say something. Perhaps she wanted me to ask her if she wanted to have a drink when I get off or where is she going after she leaves here.
Ugh! Rewinding a bit...I lost my pen so I had to borrow one. I always stress that I don't want a chick pen. So you know where this is going right? I don't realize that the pen I borrowed is gold and glittery. After she cashes out and I'm sure noticed the glitter I was curious if she thought if maybe I was gay. No offense to you out there who are. I'm just not and..damn!
I figured she was out of my league. I get hit on or eyeballed quite a bit at work. I know I'm not a bad looking dude, but yeah. I'm at work! As the busser Joe said 'you have a bit of a handicap cause you're at work.' Its not like I'm off chillin at the bar making small talk.
So! is a female or male in fact 'out of someones league?' Is this not giving yourself enough credit? I mean there was another chickie who was fresh checking me out all night long who was at a different table. Did I have something on my face? Or perhaps just giving off this really inviting confident vibe. I mean of course I was feeling good cause these people, my regulars brought in their engineering office knowing I'd handle my shit.
Moving along...I basically had a complex about her thinking I was gay. I was also upset that maybe I should've given her some more attention. Maybe she's not the shallow type and I came off as just chill. Now I know there's plenty of females that are fresh and most importantly smart.
Are these females having issues with men cause they're intimidated like I was? I hear about it all the time. I've even read about it in Playboy about how the girls don't get hit on by nice guys, but pricks who are over cocky. Well bleh. I had to voice that for anyone who actually reads this damn thing.
I'll end this cause I could go on all night long I'm sure on my issues and insecurities. I like to think that its not my style to be that confident. Everyone has their insecurities and 'style' on how they'd go about talking to someone. This one was practically screaming HINT HINT! and it went right over my head. Moral of the story is to give yourself some credit and be open to blatant hints.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
!? !? Thoughts Jumbled ?! ?!
"Thoughts Jumbled" - 5/22/08
It's one thing to think
when you don't know
It's another thing to move
when you don't flow
It's another to hold on
not knowing when to let go
It's knowing how to conceal
and the right time to show
It's not safe to bust
when there is not trust
Yet sometimes we bust
some things are a must
Why must we lust
we're human beings
Blinded by this
what are we seeing
Trapped by our thoughts
our mind holds us prisoner
Our ears wide open
but we're not a listener
Full of rage
animal in a cage
Chapters have gone
you've yet to turn a page
Take a step back
watch the world fly by
Dying to live
while you live to die
Sittin' and simmering
things tend to linger
Everyone looks to you
then they point their finger
What does it all mean
will we ever know
No one ever will
...So sit back and enjoy the show.
It's one thing to think
when you don't know
It's another thing to move
when you don't flow
It's another to hold on
not knowing when to let go
It's knowing how to conceal
and the right time to show
It's not safe to bust
when there is not trust
Yet sometimes we bust
some things are a must
Why must we lust
we're human beings
Blinded by this
what are we seeing
Trapped by our thoughts
our mind holds us prisoner
Our ears wide open
but we're not a listener
Full of rage
animal in a cage
Chapters have gone
you've yet to turn a page
Take a step back
watch the world fly by
Dying to live
while you live to die
Sittin' and simmering
things tend to linger
Everyone looks to you
then they point their finger
What does it all mean
will we ever know
No one ever will
...So sit back and enjoy the show.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sittin @ Home...
So I was sittin at home watching Arsenio Hall....J/K. about the Arsenio part. B.A.F. is my mind state right now. Bad with acronyms? Bored As Fuck! My little monster is fast asleep which is a good thing. The little booger has been up all day having fun wrestling, playing cars, Ben 10, etc.
Next on the news...Reno is going back to Michigan to finish up some stuff he has back "home." When you're bored Reno read up on this here Blog for the latest and greatest in Vegas. Or at least the latest in our little circle of what we call "friends & acquaintances. "
Finally I broke down and purchased a pack of Camel Lights and two Foster Oil Cans. Right now there's shit sprayed all over my walls cause it hit the fan. I'm sure things will look up soon. I never get too down and out, but right now its pretty stressful. I think next week once I hit the gym and get my taxes done I'll be in the fastlane again.
Next on the news...Reno is going back to Michigan to finish up some stuff he has back "home." When you're bored Reno read up on this here Blog for the latest and greatest in Vegas. Or at least the latest in our little circle of what we call "friends & acquaintances. "
Finally I broke down and purchased a pack of Camel Lights and two Foster Oil Cans. Right now there's shit sprayed all over my walls cause it hit the fan. I'm sure things will look up soon. I never get too down and out, but right now its pretty stressful. I think next week once I hit the gym and get my taxes done I'll be in the fastlane again.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Bloginity
Sa Loob Ng Aking Isip - Tagalog
Within My Mind - English
This is my medium for thoughts. I'm not new to this medium, but am coming back from years gone by.
Stay tuned for marvelous wonders as I unfold for you my visions. People often say they wish they could see things as I do. They speak as if they see in 2D while I see in 3D. I like to say that I visualize, not think.
Sincerely,
Dj SC III
Within My Mind - English
This is my medium for thoughts. I'm not new to this medium, but am coming back from years gone by.
Stay tuned for marvelous wonders as I unfold for you my visions. People often say they wish they could see things as I do. They speak as if they see in 2D while I see in 3D. I like to say that I visualize, not think.
Sincerely,
Dj SC III
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